I am not sure what to do with this blogging site right now. There has been so many changes in my life lately that I am still and emotional wreck. The first week in October, I tried to commit suicide because I was under so much stress. Two days later I went into the hospital and spent 16 days there and was diagnosed with Major Depression. I was given a new medication and slowly it has been raised to a higher dosage. I am still recovering 2 months later and my therapist says it will take a while for me to completely recover. I am trying to keep my life stress free, but sometimes it hasn’t been like that. Read on and you will see.
The man I spent 3 years of my life with, found another woman on another site on the net and told me that he was waiting six months before moving in with her. He wanted me to stay in our apartment and be his room mate for six months. I tried to stay there but less than a week later, I told him I could not stay there any more and my friend down the road told me I could stay with her and her family until I got on my feet. I got moved out with the help of my best friend and her husband. I put my things in a storage building, so I have very little at my friends house. I was able to bring Kitty with me and the day after I got out, he and his new girl went to move his stuff out.
I had a few things in his storage building and asked him to meet me there so I could get my things out. He comes and lo and behold he has the woman with him. Talk about butt ugly, whew, the roots definitely needed to be done, she was a large lady, which he likes. I got my things then I wished them well.
So here I am spending the holidays alone. Thanksgiving was spent with my friends at their uncle’s house, where I was last year because he had to work. Christmas and New Year’s, more than likely I will be alone, except with my best friend and her family.
I need to start looking for a place to live. I have a couple of numbers for low income housing that I need to call. I plan on calling them in a few days when I get paid.
Why I put all of this on a public blog, I will never know. That’s all I really want to discuss right now.
